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wooo. Who

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I became so depressed within every
week I was spinning out of

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control I decided that I had done

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and so that was a decision I mean
I was gonna go to the book

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a page. Jr

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I walked upon that bridge for I would
say probably 30 40 minutes

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clockwise not in oz hoping that
someone would come out to be

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serial k is wrong to help you I had
made a pact with myself that

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if anybody said that
I would tell. Her

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I was so shameful to speak out to
anyone paying out thus I ended

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up to be off that bridge at the
palmer freefall I said please

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baby I don't want to. Die

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in analogy to san vicente to
the water you're gonna stand

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fear and too few watering

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stand up

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so kate asked for help nobody
can do not much else. Nobody

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first violinist say to all the soldiers
that they are deployed

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wherever you are deployed tank you
very much thank you from the

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bottom of my heart for all your
service we appreciate it second

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i'd like to say if you are thinking
even if you have an inkling

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of suicidal thoughts or ideation
if you think you've heard it

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yourself please understand that
there is great help out there

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and there is great hope out there
you can overcome a suicidal

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thoughts because suicide is a permanent
solution to a temporary.